Emotional State

The feelings that I have inside feel like a locomotive truck rushing towards my chest. Why must I feel like the world is against me.

Some say that you stand alone and others say that you are never alone. I really can't tell the difference.

I am here I am there, I am everywhere....is there a place just for me.

This anxious feeling that creeps up in my soul with its origins unknown. I nonchalantly brush it off and strive for another moment.

 A moment of clarity a moment of sanity a moment of perfect thoughts and emotions.

Friends

Friends make the world go 'round. They make you laugh and they make you sick all at the same time. Friends come on different levels, the ones that you trust with everything and the ones that you can't leave alone at your place.
 Friends can be convenient to be there in mere minutes then you have those friends that are too far geographically, however you wouldn't know it when you all are together. Friends will give you money when in need some friends will give you some money when you are  not in need, just for the pocket and then some friends loan it out and charge interest.
 Friends will sit with you in the ER or the hospital for hours on end some friends will call and say "you know I don't do hospitals".
Friends will let you drive their car some friends will add you to their insurance policy.
 Some friends will feed you some friends will teach you how to cook. Some friends will keep a convo going some friends will not say much at all.
Some friends are friends....some friends are friendlier

Airing Laundry

Don't air my dirty laundry. On second thought please...by all means. It's already dirty anyway, what's the worst that can happen. Now what you should be worried about is when your clean laundry is aired. See, when you doing something good and all is well, folks talk about that also, the thing is that people can make good things go bad.
They talk amongst themselves solely out of jealousy, no doubt, and they hope and pray that during your 'all is well' spell...someone is bad mouthing it and praying that you fail. Don't give it to them. Let them talk cause when they stop talking is when you should get worried.
 And always remember...those who gossip around you will most likely gossip about you.